Now I have a new thing to post about. Something I did that was the best thing I have done in many years, if not my entire life! I have been hooked on a TV show lately, which started a couple of years ago, called HANNIBAL. Coincidentally, that is about the time I stopped writing this blog.... (If you haven't seen it, and you like the Thomas Harris books and enjoyed Silence of The Lambs, Red Dragon etc, then I suggest you watch it) It is the number one best thing I've ever seen, ever. Like in my whole life.
Here's a promotional cast shot:
|Hannibal TV show cast (NBC)|
Here he is as Hannibal. You can see what I mean right?
|Seriously hot Hannibal Lecter|
His name is Mads Mikkelsen and he is a Dane and I knew I had seen him previously; he starred as the Bond villain Le Chiffre in Casino Royale, he was in Clash of the Titans, and Arthur, all of which I had seen. I then hunted out some more and came across some absolutely cracking films. Check out his IMDB page and see if you can get to see some. In particular, The Hunt is a fantastic yet hard to watch film. And A Royal Affair is another great one. He has done some brilliant stuff and he is a fantastic actor. I am steadily working my way through all his stuff :)
So, back to my blog post. After a couple of years lost in the rabbit hole that is the Mads Mikkelsen fan zone, constantly looking at photos of him, surrounding my workspace with photos of him, getting obsessed and geeky about the tv show Hannibal, replacing most of my wardrobe with new Hannibal merchandise, I started to get a bit sad that all these fans in the USA and elsewhere were meeting him and getting photos and I would never get that chance. Roll on to September last year, 2015 and I spotted that Mads Mikkelsen had been announced as a guest at a Hannibal convention in London. I dropped everything and bought a Gold weekend ticket and crossed my fingers that he would not cancel. The event was held 16th-18th October 2015.
The convention was called Red Dragon and was organised by a company called Starfury and was held in the Marriott Renaissance Hotel Heathrow. I had the most fun I have ever had in my life. The guests were: Mads Mikkelsen / Hannibal Lecter (OH MY GOD), Katharine Isabelle / Margot Verger, Lara Jean Chorostecki / Freddie Lounds, Kacey Rohl / Abigail Hobbs, Scott Thompson / Jimmy price and Aaron Abrams / Brian Zeller.
I went alone and was worried that I would not meet anyone or be able to talk to them as I am really awful on my own in social situations. In fact, I was the complete opposite and after a wobbly start there, I plucked up the guts to talk to a couple of people and I am so glad I did! I met the most lovely bunch of people I could have hoped to meet. We all had a fantastic time, a lot of laughs (booze induced!) and all met our idols and a huge chunk of the Hannibal cast. The Fannibals (definition here) were all amazing and lovely and every single person got on and had a lovely time.
Here's me at registration where I met the lovely Emma:
|I was pretty excited at this point|
I was so excited that I was going to meet Mads.
We had what they call the 'Meet and Greet' for Gold ticket holders on the Friday evening after a nice and rousing opening ceremony where all the guests came up on stage to say Hi. Well, apart from Mads who was flying in at that point from a film festival in Lyon, France. The meet and greet was great. We were sat at round tables in groups of about 10. There were no photos allowed although some people did take some but I won't post them as we were asked not to do it. And I'm a stickler for the rules. There were nine of us on our table if I remember rightly. A lovely lady I met in the registration queue, Emma, had been so bloody nice and saved me a seat. She couldn't have picked two better seats either as we were sat right opposite the guest seat. I thought wouldn't it be great to be sat next to them, but this was better by a billion miles. The guests basically looked right at as the whole time as we were right in front of them in their eye line. Good going Emma ;)
That's just a filler picture haha of my beer and my GOLD TICKET!! I love that pass and it hangs proudly in my bedroom now, much to Brian's delight ;)
So all the guests were absolutely lovely. A couple of the girls seemed a bit nervous at first (Lara and Kacey) but it was their first convention so I guess they didn't know what to expect. Plus it is a convention for fans of a serial killing cannibal, so maybe they were a bit concerned what we would be like....! Katharine seemed so full of confidence and was really lively. She was amazing. So funny, so hot and beautiful, so normal too. I know they are all normal, but you know, you kind of forget that when you're talking about 'celebrities'. The lads were pretty funny and confident too so that was nice. I'm not going to lie though, Mads was the main deal for me. And he was awesome and completely lived up to my expectations. I thought I wouldn't be able to talk to any of the guests, let alone Mads but with a few beers in me, I was non stop Miss chatty!! I have to say by the time Mads reached our table, I think he had had a few shots and a few beers because he seemed pretty tipsy. He is really just as beautiful close up as he is in his glamorous photo shoots.
He talked to us about a couple of his films and what he was promoting at the film festival. I can't really remember much else. Not because I had been drinking but because I was so overwhelmed by the whole thing I just can't remember much. He kept looking right at me and Emma though, as we were sat right in front of him. I remember him saying about his film Valhalla Rising, after I mentioned that I quite liked it, that it was a pretty weird film. That's about all I can remember. Apart from me keeping on nudging Emma's leg the whole time because I just couldn't quite believe he was there in front of us. Then as he got up to go, he gave us a wink and we actually both had a full on swoon. Like a proper fangirly swoon. That meet and greet alone was worth the £160 ticket price for me.
Here's another filler picture. My pass, auto ticket, poster and programme. Ellen Muth (Georgia Madchen in the tv show) was supposed to have been a guest too but unfortunately she was taken ill and could not make it.
|My Red Dragon memorabilia|
So onto the photo shoots. I purchased:
The Group photo: (Which was signed by all the guests, I loved that!)
|Awesome group photo with the Hannibal cast|
Lara Jean (who was teeny tiny and made me look enormous!):
Scott and Aaron together:
I also purchased one with Katharine and Mads together:
|Hot damn. Sexy sandwich!|
That was way too sexy for words. Like just wow. Look at them. My boy and girl crush together. I couldn't speak any words... Think this might be my favourite photo of them all. I look so incredibly happy but then who wouldn't be sandwiched in between those two beauties :)
Then I got one with Mads on the Saturday (first one) and I was so disappointed with it, I looked horrendous so I got two more on the Sunday. They made up for the bad one. (That meant 3 x hugs with the most beautiful man on the planet)
God I hate that photo ^^. Although Mads looks amazing and he's smiling too which I love but I just cringe when I look back at me! I was not brave enough to step closer so I look all weird.
|Just look at his face!|
This last one I was super happy with but I wish he'd had the nicer smile he had in the first one. But I got braver this one and stepped right in, face on for a better photo. My new friend from New York, Laura, gave me that advice and I ended up with a great photo. So thank you Laura!
I have to say here that Mads was so snuggly. All I can really remember is that he has the sexiest voice/ accent ever and that he is really warm and snuggly. To be fair, he was pretty poorly apparently, the whole weekend (thanks for passing on your bug by the way Mads, a whole bunch of us got sick after that weekend haha) Maybe it was being poorly that made him warm? I don't really care what made him warm to be honest. I loved it.
Each Mads photo was £45 and the other guests were £20. The group photo cost £125 but as a gift they got all the guests to sign the group photo which I thought was a great thing to do. I think overall the weekend cost me in excess of £800 and I only came from Southampton to London but I do not give two shits about that because I had the most fabulous time and I still haven't really come down from the high of it all to be honest. It was worth every single penny.
I took my book 'The Art and making of Hannibal' to get signed by all the guests as I am not really an autograph person but one from everyone was included in the ticket price. I'm glad I did, it looks great now!
|My signed artwork book|
Whilst waiting in line to get Mads to sign my book, I was ok, but then about 20 minutes away from him, I had a sudden meltdown. I still feel so sorry for the lady I was stood with in line, Deidre, as I was just a right pain in the arse! By the way, Deidre is admin for a fantastic site called 'Wear The Rude' about all the clothing and fashion items used in the Hannibal TV show, you can also follow on Twitter here.
I fell to pieces unfortunately when it came to meeting Mads in the auto section. Even though I had already chatted with him comfortably at the meet and greet, and managed to hug him in my photos, I just couldn't get any words out. It was actually quite humiliating in the end and I'm still gutted about it. Next time I'll be carrying my Fannibal Hipflask with me to ensure I get some Dutch courage.... (I'm hoping he'll be there but if not, the second one will still be a blast I know! More on this further down)
|My customised Fannibal Hip Flask|
When I finally got to Mads' table, I handed over my book and just kind of stared at him. My words were trying to get out. They were trying so hard but I just couldn't say them. I had planned to tell him that I thought his portrayal of Hannibal Lecter was absolutely ingenious, that I had been worried he would not live up to the Hopkins standard but he had nailed it completely but in a different way to Hopkins. Just as brilliant in his own right. I wanted to tell him that one of my favourite films of his was Flame and Citron and that I thought it was fantastic and his acting was superb. I wanted to say thank you for coming to the event and for being so gracious with 400 odd fans, sitting there signing that many autographs and having the same conversations over and again, whilst feeling ill. I wanted to say thank you for giving out so many hugs and for being once again gracious and obliging when people were asking for strange poses in their photos. Unfortunately, none of that came out and instead I looked at him right in the eyes and just said the following... (I am so embarrassed): "I just have to tell you something before I burst. You are so pretty. And beautiful and just really fit".
OH MY GOD. I was mortified. How much more frikken awkward could I have been? Ugh. I hated myself right at that moment. He responded with something pleasant but I saw his eyes roll a bit and I just felt humiliated. I humiliated myself in front of my bloody idol. Ugh. I cannot believe I said that. I wasn't even thinking it at the time, it just kind of forced its way out of my mouth. But, it happened and I need to suck it up and get on with life!
After that, I got really drunk at the Saturday party, we ended up in McDonald's at 4am and about 2 hours later I woke up in my hotel bed, totally naked with a half eaten cheeseburger on my belly. And then I ate it and went back to sleep. Saturday was not a good day for me!!!
The Saturday party however, was great. it was the night of the costume party and there were some really great entries. This was on top of the people who were in cosplay pretty much the whole time anyway. Oh and I forgot to mention the flower crowns. It's a Fannibal thing.
|I love this photo showing the guests reactions whilst judging the costume party!|
|That's me at the front holding the champagne bottle! And all my lovely new Fannibal mates!|
|My (smaller) American doppelgänger Jayme and me :)|
All in all, I think I had the best weekend of my entire life (apart from being with Brian that is...!) and I felt so miserable once it had finished and the high of the weekend had gone. I still like to talk about it now and have the photos and memorabilia everywhere.
One funny thing that happened is that my boss, who by the way has met Brian so many times, saw all my photos of me and Mads around my desk. He works away so was not aware of the convention. So I told him about it and said look, you see the guy in all my pictures here, well I met him at the con and look these are the photos I got. And he said that he thought they were me and Brian and we had paid to get a fancy photoshoot done! I was in stitches. Mainly because Brian hates it when I or other people tell him he looks a bit like Mads Mikkelsen. (He has fair hair, same kind of nose, a lack of eyebrows... well light blond ones that is)
So, the bit about the second convention. The guests seemed to have a great time and there were tears on the stage at the end from the girls. I think they were probably surprised and maybe overwhelmed by the outpouring of love that came from us all. There has not been any event until this one just based on Hannibal and just for them. The girls definitely enjoyed it because all three of them have now been confirmed as guests for the next one. We were unsure if there would be a second one as Starfury had struggled to sell the full allocation of tickets, even after Mads had been announced. This was surprising and worrying. Maybe the people who did not buy tickets were not expecting it to be as amazeballs as it was, I don't really know. So we were all holding our fingers crossed for a second event as the organiser seemed to think it had been a great success. Hopefully, the amount of photoshoots and autos that were bought helped sway things. Anyway, apparently as Mads was leaving he mentioned to Sean, the Satrfury owner, that he had two plans for the next year. One was to get a season 4 of Hannibal (please God!!) and the other was to bring Hugh Dancy (Will Graham) to the convention next year.
Here is a picture of some us in the evening in the hotel lobby, and some fabulous cosplays!!
|Fun times at the Red Dragon Con. Amazing memories :)|
I met some lovely people at the con who I now consider friends. If any of you are reading this, then you know who you are :) I love all of you and am so glad I met you all.
I hope you enjoyed this blog post. I will try to get some more done at some point.